I was waiting for the metro at Kashmiri gate metro station and time was approximately 12 am. I got the call the from my brother and I was answering that I am a little bit late due to some work and I will be there by half an hour.
I was still on the call when I saw the last metro was coming. I was not alone there was a girl who is walking and thinking continuously. Only two people were present there but I was earlier busy on my phone and she was busy on her complex thinking.
I saw that the metro is coming closer to me I prepared myself to enter and suddenly that strange girl was about to jump from platform to that giant metro. Suddenly without thinking about anything I caught her her hand. She was too close to hit the metro like death was passing just nearby to her.i was just shocked that what happened just a moment ago.
Full of anger I said "pagal ho gayi ho kya"?
I released her hand that I was holding since a few seconds ago.
Metro stopped and people came out of the metro, we were clearly hearing the sound of female narration of metro instruction.
She became angrier and slapped me with her full intensity. I was shocked that I was doing good for her and she just slapped me. I expected something like scolding or abusing but a direct hit.
After I rasp my left chick and I saw that she started crying in front of me.there are few people still passing and staring me like I did something that's why she is crying.
I said to her that "please Stop crying, you are just embarrassing me" but things were more complicated then I expected.
The last metro is about to go and she is still crying, at this time I have two option first one is taking a metro and go where I was supposed to go and secondary to help her, I choose the second one.
This is like the first time I intensely missed my train for someone not because I am a good person because of I am the reason of her crying.
I was caring some water and I offered her for better relaxation.after drinking water she again started crying.
I said "please don't cry, aisi kya problem hai jiski wajah se tum suicide karne wali thi".
I continued with some more soft voice "please tum Bata Sakti ho mujhe".
She was acting like I am invisible for her,my act to gain her attention or voice has no effect her crying world.
I started thinking that why I am here, I missed the train now and I have to go with a cab because she is not interested in saying a single word.
I just sat few distance from her and continuously thinking that what I am doing here.
I said "please stop crying"
And she did what I said to her and she said
"Mera mar Jana hi achcha hota"
I said "Aisa nahi kehte"
"Tum kyu suicide kar Rahi thi" I added.
She started narrating her story "Mai bhi kabhi bahut khush thi, par kuchh chije jindagi Badal kar rakh dete hai"
"Hum ek sal pehle relationship me aaye aur pehli bar tinder pe mile the. Dating ki to laga hum dono compatible hai aur hum relationship me aa Gaye . Ek sal se sab achcha chal Raha tha par last month we had sex aur, unfortunately, I got pregnant.pehli bar jab pata chala to bahut dar gayi thi ki family kya sochegi, mere career ka kya hoga.I called him and told the whole problem and he too gets scared. Instead of supporting me, he broke up with me.i tried to call him and message him but he blocked me from everywhere".
After saying all her pain in words she started crying again but this time I was there in front of her and said "I can understand"
She said "tum nahi samajh sakte"
We had too many arguments some logical, some illogical and some philosophical. My goal was to distract her because the only thing is in her mind was pregnancy and suicide.
I said "tumhare family pareshan ho rahe honge"
After listening she started searching her phone and purse that was probably lost somewhere.
"Ok, Mai drop kar dunga" I said.
She said "tumhe bhi to Kahi Jana tha".
I said "han, par Abhi tumhe drop karna jyada important hai".
"Please tell me your address for a cab".
Suddenly she got panicked and said, "I don't want to go home, please drop me at my friend's home".
"Ok, no problem".
"Address to Bata do madam".
I booked a cab from the metro station to her friend's home. She was tired and hungry but I have no other option to drop her. I helped her to stand where she sat earlier and we were going to metro checkout and all the metro checkout machine were closed so we both jumped over and started walking towards metro parking. In a metro parking, we both were thinking that in 2 am morning what we are doing with a stranger.she was little comfortable with me, at least I broke the stereotypes of "all men's are same".
The cab arrived and we both sat on the seat few kilometres we didn't talk but after I started the conversation that kajal I know things are difficult for now and this will be better in next upcoming time, ok"
She agreed with me.
The whole road we talked about her ex-boyfriend that what he was, for me he was definitely an asshole.
We were about to reach the destination and said to the driver that "bhaiya destination aa jayega to ATM ke pas rokna hai".
The first time I was with a girl at 2 in the night with some Stranger cab driver that also giving the rise of some insecurities.
I said, "kajal promise me that you won't hurt yourself again, please! for me ".
Her eyebrows are up like asking that we are stranger and you are saying for the promise.
After thinking a few seconds she said "promise, I will not hurt myself". With a little suppressed smile.
We reached her friend's home and she knocked on the door and she met her friend and I was about to turn to go Gurgaon with the same cab,
she asked, "tumhara name kya hai".
I smiled and said "agli bar mile to bata Dunga".
She said "agar milna hua to".
I said "Staqu technology, Mai vahi kam karta hun".
I returned to my room and paid the driver with cash and got a long sleep.
Next morning I woke up and prepared for the office. The whole thing was in my mind like a dream but I remembered everything she said to me. 5 days gone when I was free I think about her but there was no way to contact her.
Thursday at 4:30 pm I got a call from my friend and came out of the office and I saw that she was there.i was like you got the right place miss kajal.
She smiled with little happiness.
Before saying her something I asked
"Kaise ho "?
She said, "better, kuchh jaroori bat karni tumse".
I said "bolo, kya bat karni hai".
She said, "koi dusri jagah chal sakte hai kya".
I was only seeing her eyes, maybe she was feeling something or she had a lot of questions. it was like drowning in her eyes and this was a new beginning?
To be continue.......
I was still on the call when I saw the last metro was coming. I was not alone there was a girl who is walking and thinking continuously. Only two people were present there but I was earlier busy on my phone and she was busy on her complex thinking.
I saw that the metro is coming closer to me I prepared myself to enter and suddenly that strange girl was about to jump from platform to that giant metro. Suddenly without thinking about anything I caught her her hand. She was too close to hit the metro like death was passing just nearby to her.i was just shocked that what happened just a moment ago.
Full of anger I said "pagal ho gayi ho kya"?
I released her hand that I was holding since a few seconds ago.
Metro stopped and people came out of the metro, we were clearly hearing the sound of female narration of metro instruction.
She became angrier and slapped me with her full intensity. I was shocked that I was doing good for her and she just slapped me. I expected something like scolding or abusing but a direct hit.
After I rasp my left chick and I saw that she started crying in front of me.there are few people still passing and staring me like I did something that's why she is crying.
I said to her that "please Stop crying, you are just embarrassing me" but things were more complicated then I expected.
The last metro is about to go and she is still crying, at this time I have two option first one is taking a metro and go where I was supposed to go and secondary to help her, I choose the second one.
This is like the first time I intensely missed my train for someone not because I am a good person because of I am the reason of her crying.
I was caring some water and I offered her for better relaxation.after drinking water she again started crying.
I said "please don't cry, aisi kya problem hai jiski wajah se tum suicide karne wali thi".
I continued with some more soft voice "please tum Bata Sakti ho mujhe".
She was acting like I am invisible for her,my act to gain her attention or voice has no effect her crying world.
I started thinking that why I am here, I missed the train now and I have to go with a cab because she is not interested in saying a single word.
I just sat few distance from her and continuously thinking that what I am doing here.
I said "please stop crying"
And she did what I said to her and she said
"Mera mar Jana hi achcha hota"
I said "Aisa nahi kehte"
"Tum kyu suicide kar Rahi thi" I added.
She started narrating her story "Mai bhi kabhi bahut khush thi, par kuchh chije jindagi Badal kar rakh dete hai"
"Hum ek sal pehle relationship me aaye aur pehli bar tinder pe mile the. Dating ki to laga hum dono compatible hai aur hum relationship me aa Gaye . Ek sal se sab achcha chal Raha tha par last month we had sex aur, unfortunately, I got pregnant.pehli bar jab pata chala to bahut dar gayi thi ki family kya sochegi, mere career ka kya hoga.I called him and told the whole problem and he too gets scared. Instead of supporting me, he broke up with me.i tried to call him and message him but he blocked me from everywhere".
After saying all her pain in words she started crying again but this time I was there in front of her and said "I can understand"
She said "tum nahi samajh sakte"
We had too many arguments some logical, some illogical and some philosophical. My goal was to distract her because the only thing is in her mind was pregnancy and suicide.
I said "tumhare family pareshan ho rahe honge"
After listening she started searching her phone and purse that was probably lost somewhere.
"Ok, Mai drop kar dunga" I said.
She said "tumhe bhi to Kahi Jana tha".
I said "han, par Abhi tumhe drop karna jyada important hai".
"Please tell me your address for a cab".
Suddenly she got panicked and said, "I don't want to go home, please drop me at my friend's home".
"Ok, no problem".
"Address to Bata do madam".
I booked a cab from the metro station to her friend's home. She was tired and hungry but I have no other option to drop her. I helped her to stand where she sat earlier and we were going to metro checkout and all the metro checkout machine were closed so we both jumped over and started walking towards metro parking. In a metro parking, we both were thinking that in 2 am morning what we are doing with a stranger.she was little comfortable with me, at least I broke the stereotypes of "all men's are same".
The cab arrived and we both sat on the seat few kilometres we didn't talk but after I started the conversation that kajal I know things are difficult for now and this will be better in next upcoming time, ok"
She agreed with me.
The whole road we talked about her ex-boyfriend that what he was, for me he was definitely an asshole.
We were about to reach the destination and said to the driver that "bhaiya destination aa jayega to ATM ke pas rokna hai".
The first time I was with a girl at 2 in the night with some Stranger cab driver that also giving the rise of some insecurities.
I said, "kajal promise me that you won't hurt yourself again, please! for me ".
Her eyebrows are up like asking that we are stranger and you are saying for the promise.
After thinking a few seconds she said "promise, I will not hurt myself". With a little suppressed smile.
We reached her friend's home and she knocked on the door and she met her friend and I was about to turn to go Gurgaon with the same cab,
she asked, "tumhara name kya hai".
I smiled and said "agli bar mile to bata Dunga".
She said "agar milna hua to".
I said "Staqu technology, Mai vahi kam karta hun".
I returned to my room and paid the driver with cash and got a long sleep.
Next morning I woke up and prepared for the office. The whole thing was in my mind like a dream but I remembered everything she said to me. 5 days gone when I was free I think about her but there was no way to contact her.
Thursday at 4:30 pm I got a call from my friend and came out of the office and I saw that she was there.i was like you got the right place miss kajal.
She smiled with little happiness.
Before saying her something I asked
"Kaise ho "?
She said, "better, kuchh jaroori bat karni tumse".
I said "bolo, kya bat karni hai".
She said, "koi dusri jagah chal sakte hai kya".
I was only seeing her eyes, maybe she was feeling something or she had a lot of questions. it was like drowning in her eyes and this was a new beginning?
To be continue.......
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